god vs. science

the only reason I want to die

is to see what's on the other side

it's eating me

alive

to know where I'll be 

when I die 

it won't stop beating

no matter what I try

God

or 

Science

needs me alive 

lie lie lie

in the ground 

or in the sky? 

I'll never know

unless

I try 

to get to the other side