anything else?

i used to hate you.






you're a great teacher Mr. Kyle Nelson

nostalgia

I'll miss all the football games I never went to

I'll miss not cheering at school events

I'll miss not being on the honor roll any term

I'll miss junior year






So





I'll see you at the football games next year

You'll hear me (actually... probably not)

Mom!!!!! I got an A!!!!!!

I'll miss senior year

2 my <3

just be careful

please 

dream

and then I woke up 

oops!

Hahahahahahahahahaha

Madison is my cousin who is one month older than me.
She came to visit in the summer a few years ago from Idaho.

My dads car has one of those back seats that can open up to see into the back trunk.
We thought it would be hilarious to hide in the trunk then jump out of the seat and scare him on his way to an appointment with a  client.

I was helping Madison get in the trunk and all of the sudden my dad came out the front door so my first instinct was to push her all the way in and slam the trunk door and run to the back yard...

From around the corner I watched as my dad got in the car and drove away...

About an hour later he pulled up the driveway and came inside while talking on the phone.

I run to the car and open the trunk and Madison has tears streaming down her face and snot down her nose from crying.

I don't know if I have ever laughed harder than right then.

She tried getting mad at me but she couldn't speak that well because she had been screaming that whole time.

(This story might sound awful... but its not)

She explained to me that while he was driving she was being rolled all around by the motions of the car and screaming to the top of her lungs.

My dad always listens to NPR pretty loud so I wasn't surprised when she mentioned how he never heard her.

Anyways, the whole time I could not stop laughing and by that time my other cousin (her older sister) came out with my older brother and we explained to them what happened and us 3 could not stop laughing at her.

She got pretty mad and stormed to my backyard and was sitting on the edge of our hammock.

Few minutes later my cousin and I decided we would try and lighten the mood by sitting on the other side of the hammock to sort of flip her over.  (bad idea)

I guess her finger was in a weird position so when we flipped her we ended up BREAKING HER FINGER!!!!!!

(It was funny, please don't feel bad for her)

Obviously she cried even more and my uncle came out and taped her finger to a popsicle stick
(he thinks he's a doctor... he sales real estate)



It was a very eventful day.

reveal idk

sorry 

this is dumb 

-alexis wade

courage

I've always wanted to win an Instagram give-away, but never had the courage to tag 3 friends

I've always wanted to be rich and famous, but never had the courage to sing out loud 

I've always wanted to be an athlete, but never had the courage to try out

I've always wanted to be intelligent, but never had the courage to ask a question 

I've always wanted to be happy, but never had the courage to laugh out loud

I've always wanted to be a good sibling, but never had the courage to let them win 

I've always wanted to be spiritual, but never had the courage to listen 

I've always wanted to be a good daughter, but never had the courage to say "I love you" 

I've always wanted to be an artist, but never had the courage to expand on my stick figure

I've always wanted to be myself, but never had the courage to let go of your view  

#fear

god vs. science

the only reason I want to die

is to see what's on the other side

it's eating me

alive

to know where I'll be 

when I die 

it won't stop beating

no matter what I try

God

or 

Science

needs me alive 

lie lie lie

in the ground 

or in the sky? 

I'll never know

unless

I try 

to get to the other side 

Grade Two

My classmates in the second grade loved my robot costume.

I enjoyed the attention.

My classmates in the twelfth grade love my costume.

I enjoy the attention (when i get it)

I add to my costume every day

I can't wait to take it off

tnereffid m'i

B

-straight A's

-basketball star

-helpful

J

-straight A's

-mellow

-video games

K

-Couple B's

-Clean FREAK

-anxious

Z

-straight F's

-party animal

-living with parents

Me

-straight A's

-failing

-tired

#different

#notsodifferent

#):

#i'mdifferent

Education

Okay, Rhonda we get it. We're going.

fiber one bar

*sits in math class*

*pulls out fiber one bar*

*eats fiber one bar*

strange boy- "that's going to hit you like a brick next period..." 

me- "um.. these don't really affect me like that.."

strange boy- "damn, then you're really clogged up" 

*throws wrapper away & continues to struggle with math* 

lion man

my little lion man

a gentle roar

but mightier than the rest.

waves come & go

but the ones he sounded

remained with my soul. 

Hats.

bad Hair day
       Air flow to the brain
       Trapped in your China factory
       Shut up your hair looks fine

Introduction.

I've never been the best at first impressions. 

& maybe that's the reason my mother put me up for adoption the moment I came out of the womb.

& maybe that's the reason I eat lunch alone in my car.

& maybe that's the reason why people are so so so insecure because they can't risk the chance of one knowing they aren't really what they're cracked up to be. 

& maybe that's the reason why none of that made any sense at all

& maybe here is when I shut up

I met a mountain man once, and his name was Sunny but he called himself the Nimble Nomad.

We talked about our strengths & weaknesses and life as we know it. 

We cried together & went our separate ways.

Hopefully we can do the same. 

First impressions are scary but it's for a grade so here I am.

That's probably the "wrong attitude" but it's true & aren't we supposed to write the truth on here?

At last we have a place to have the wrong attitude

My mom is calling me in for dinner

I'll pretend that her food tastes great

Kind of like how I'm pretending that I know what I'm saying.

Good night.